Rachel Smillie – Courageous Foolhardy Salty

Determined to show girls and young women that sport is a space for them and that they are capable of doing anything they set their minds to.

Rachel Smillie
Rachel at graduation
Rachel rowing

My name is Rachel Smillie and my enduring relationship with the University of Aberdeen started when I studied for an MA in English Literature from 2006-2010 before going on to study for an MLitt in English Literary Studies from 2010-2011 and then a PhD in English from 2011. My PhD was awarded in March 2015 and during my time at Aberdeen I also worked for the student support team, undertook teaching during my PhD and was honoured to be awarded the Lucy Fellowship and the City of Aberdeen Quincentenary Medal.

I chose Aberdeen as I liked the campus atmosphere and wanted to be somewhere where it felt like there was a real community of students. I loved the city and really liked being by the sea. My parents went to university in Aberdeen too so it was nice to have that family connection and I had aunties and uncles living locally so it was great to feel like I was away from home but had people to rely on when I’d run out of food!

Following my PhD I worked as a Research Associate at the University of Portsmouth in the Arthur Conan Doyle Archive, and then for an educational charity. I’m now Head of Academic Partnerships at The National Archives, based in Kew but I return to Aberdeenshire regularly as my family live in Aboyne.

A group photo of Rachel, Caroline and Nicki

A group photo of Rachel, Caroline and Nicki

Rachel's friends Caroline and Nicki

As the title suggests, I’m currently training for something a little bit out of the ordinary which starts in a couple of years’ time. Along with two friends, Caroline and Nicki, I’m taking part in the Talisker Whisky Atlantic Challenge which is known as ‘the world’s toughest row’. We leave San Sebastian, La Gomera in the Canaries in December 2023 and then row 3,000 miles across the Atlantic, unsupported, to Nelson’s Dockyard, English Harbour, Antigua and Barbuda. And ‘unsupported’ means exactly that - we need to take all our food and equipment, including medical kit, with us for the duration of the crossing.

We’re fully aware that the next two years will fly by as there’s a considerable amount to do in a short space of time. We need to raise the money from corporate sponsors for our boat and equipment, complete all our mandatory training, work with our charity partners on fundraising and, of course, complete the necessary physical and mental preparation.

I started rowing about 7 years ago. While at Aberdeen I got really into trail running and did some increasingly daft challenges from a 15-mile trail race in the dark to the Midnight Sun race in Tromso, Norway. When I moved to Portsmouth, running injuries meant a change of focus so while looking to keep my fitness levels up I learnt to row and completely fell in love with the sport. Since then, I’ve completed my British Rowing Level 2 coaching qualification and moved to Eton Excelsior Rowing Club in Windsor where I am part of the coaching team and row with the Senior Women’s Squad. And this is where Caroline, Nicki and I all met. Nicki and I have raced together and Nicki also races with Caroline so we all know what each other is capable of as well as the levels of commitment and dedication that we all bring to rowing - and now to this challenge which we all jumped at the chance of taking part in.

I’ve always been one to test myself and see what I’m capable of physically and mentally while pushing myself to take on more and more challenging activities. When the idea of taking part in this challenge was raised, Caroline, Nicki and I were all moved by the work of two incredible charities - Thames Hospice and The DASH Charity (Domestic Abuse Stops Here) - so we’re raising money for them and we are really inspired by the impact our fundraising will have on their work. Further inspiration comes from my determination to show girls and young women that sport is a space for them and that they are capable of doing anything they set their minds to.

As mentioned above, over the next two years we will be undertaking some pretty gruelling physical and mental preparation and for a challenge on this scale, it makes sense to have more than one goal. Goal number one - don’t die! We will be completely at the mercy of the conditions, so while we have another goal for the crossing – to complete it as quickly as possible and break the women’s trio record which currently stands at 49 days 13 hours and 49 minutes – we are fully aware that, if the weather is against us, then that may have to change!

Boats anchored in a marina.

There are a number of other goals which are really important to us as a team - feeling like we’ve done our best and that we’ve had a ‘good’ crossing and given everything we can to it; making sure we cross the line still feeling like a team; and of course, raising as much money as possible for our two charities while doing what we can to raise the profile of women in endurance sport. On a personal level I’m really excited about the challenge itself and seeing what I’m capable of in such an extreme environment.

With two years to go, training is already well underway. At the moment our focus is on things like injury prevention - so a lot of mobility work and general endurance training to ensure that our bodies will stand up to the kind of treatment that we’ll have to deal with during the crossing. As rowers, we’re pretty used to committing to long and multiple training sessions but this is a very different state of affairs and requires a fairly drastic shift in focus.

In the new year, we’ll shift towards spending as much time in our boat (Dolly Parton) as possible, making sure we know exactly how she (and we!) performs in different conditions, how all our equipment works, drilling our routines on board and honing our dynamic as a crew. This will include meeting the minimum number of hours training we have to do in the boat to be able to undertake the crossing, including night rows and multiple days at sea. In February we’ll also be undertaking our essential RYA courses for the row, including Essential Navigation and Seamanship, First Aid at Sea, Sea Survival and VHF Radio.

While fully immersing ourselves in these physical preparations, it’s well-known among ocean rowers that the challenge is probably more mental than physical. Part of our physical training also really contributes to our mental prep. It’s incredibly boring to sit on a static bike or rowing machine for two or three hours at a stretch, but this mental prep is really useful training for the row. I’m recovering from surgery on my wrist at the moment and my coach has me doing things like 250 reps of lunges or 1,000 step ups onto a box in a weighted vest without a break. This kind of training contributes to mental resilience. As a crew, we’ll also be doing a lot of pre-mortems, thinking about what could go wrong on the crossing and how we might problem-solve in those situations. It’s also important to think about how we will work together as a crew, so that’s a big part of our mental preparation too.

All of this is necessary to help us appreciate and comprehend the scale of the challenge we are taking on – which isn’t just one of the toughest in the rowing world but one of the toughest in the entire sporting world. There’s a reason why more people climb Everest every year than have ever rowed the Atlantic! My mum didn’t speak to me for about a week when I signed up but she’s come around now!

We will be fully at the mercy of Mother Nature. It is likely that we will confront weather systems which cause strong head winds and Atlantic storms which can make for waves of up to 40ft high and, let’s say, ‘interesting’ conditions. It is not likely that we will see another boat and at times the nearest people to us will be in the International Space Station. All this while dealing with extreme temperatures, sea sicknesses, salt sores, dehydration, sleep deprivation and hallucinations.

Last year four boats were skewered by marlin, although thankfully no-one was hurt, and cleaning the underside of the boat is a regular requirement, so the fact that crews in the past have spotted Portuguese man-o'-war a and sharks is something of a concern!

Rachel rowing
The start point for the Talisker Whisky Atlantic Challenge

All this aside, Caroline, Nicki and I cannot wait to get going and raise as much money as we can for our chosen charities.

You can follow our training journey, and the race itself, via our Instagram account @teamexcelsioar or my own account @rachelrunsabdn and you can support us via our website www.teamexcelsioar.com.


Wish us luck!

An ocean sunset